Sunday, October 28, 2007
well its been a long time since ive posted beeen busy with studying for end year exams....but now exams are over!!! its the start of the holidays now and i think its not going to be a very relaxing one cuz i ddnt do too well for my exams got mostly B's and C's and to fails maths and comb science i passed chem but failed phy so failed overall sian lah but the brightside is that i still am going to sec 4 and its going to be a tough walk ahead sia...this holidays cannot play too much and i got a job as well so yea i gotta spend my time wisely....well since the last time i posted i think i hav grown a lot as in grown in God cuz like i feel that He has been at work in my life even though i may not be able to see it now but as i look back from where i stand now i can testify that He has been really good to me and has always been there never once giving up on me even when i sin against him...well like what eugene said about the vision that God gave him during altar call on sat about a boy who Jesus asked to hold on and carry a cross until he returned, this boy held on to the toughest storms and winds but eventually gave up and let go of that cross, oneday Jesus returned and he saw the boy not carrying the cross but he picked him up and asked him to carry the cross for him again...this really hit me as eugene said it i mean like it really is talking about me and how i have time and again let Jesus down in carrying my cross but he still does not give up on me and continues to encourage and spur me on to his will in my life...i had a vision once that He gave me it was abt me being a worship leader and leading the people and chlidren in praise onto God and now im just like asking God is this really what you want for me to do in my life? so thats why i joined worship min....oh ya btw worship min has been so great all the jams and so much stuff that i have learned and i juz cant wait for the next jam!!! its like when i jam i can feel Gods pressence and power so greatly and i mean nothing can explain that feeling He juz comes and its juz awesome!! well i hope to be serving Him soon...anyway now i can say that im nt the same anymore after i asked Jesus to come into my life and i am thankful for that!! now i gotta study and make the best out of the time i have until O's which is about one year from now and pray that God will juz be there leading and guiding me along the way and helping me to keep my eyes on Him and his purpose for me in my life! don worry i will post again soon until next time God Bless!