Wednesday, November 19, 2008
its been like ages since i last posted, almost forever haha. anyways the O's are OVERRRRRR!!!!!!! man its been a long 6 months for me because my parents stopped me from going to church because i did not do well in mid-years haiz~ but i did improve a lot for prelims and i thank God for that! He has been so faithful in my life bringing me through this tough period in my life, can u like imagine not going to church for even one week its really really really hard but i thank God for pulling me through and i am still alive today haha!! :) i recently went for a fun jam and it was awesome pastor gary, sis lorraine , nat , janella, crystal and abel plus me haha we played many good songs and really had a great time learning together as well as having fun which is the most important part about fun jam haha. cant wait for the coming combined jam this sat, i bet its gonna be even more awesome haha. ill be posting more regularly i guess because i now have all the time in the world but i dont have all the money haha it feels so weird now that i have so much freedom to do anything i want when ever i want but there are limits la..my parents wont allow me to go out that often but i will go out most of the week haha. anyways hopefully this holidays will be a more eventful and exciting one so that i can post more stuff. back to anime!! haha
Saturday, December 01, 2007
well ive started working already at CHIJ TP pri bookshop and it has been 2 tiring weeks man....waking up at my normal school time of 545 or 6 everyday and ending like 5 or 4 has taken its toll on my strength..but i can say that i could not have done it all without God on my side! this morning i woke up feeling very very tired what i usually do is drink a can of red bull hahaha but so happens that i ddnt buy the previous day and i had no coffee in the house sway right haha....anyway i changed up and left the house for the bus stop and i was listening to this song by hillsongs You are my strength from their new album and at that moment when i started singing the song *BOOM* there was the huge feeling of new strength and i ddnt feel tired at all but i juz kept singing the song and sort of worshiping at the same time and it was like amazing! lucky no one was around sia cuz i was singing quite loud ahaha but who cares lah IM NOT ASHAMED!!
work has been great so far ive met 4 new friends and 2 happen to be christians WHOOOOO!!! 1 wants to become one WHOOO!!!! and the rest are juz ok but i think i can bring them all to the up coming event 'A Father's Love'....i got a great boss as well not really a boss lah but a supervisor anyway she is really nice but can be very naggy at times ahaha but who isnt la...yea thats about it at work lah joke alot so its nt so boring lah haha but i kena bully sia i got to carry all the heavy stuff and usually its me hu does all the carrying of stuff and its super tiring la oh yea btw they call me "muscle man" HAHAHA a bit lame lah but ok i guess... well it think ill stop here for now ill post much more when i can find the time to cuz like now im super busy and stuff so yea and super tired haha okok ill post soon until next time SEE U DUDES AND DUDETS hahaha :)
Sunday, October 28, 2007
well its been a long time since ive posted beeen busy with studying for end year exams....but now exams are over!!! its the start of the holidays now and i think its not going to be a very relaxing one cuz i ddnt do too well for my exams got mostly B's and C's and to fails maths and comb science i passed chem but failed phy so failed overall sian lah but the brightside is that i still am going to sec 4 and its going to be a tough walk ahead sia...this holidays cannot play too much and i got a job as well so yea i gotta spend my time wisely....well since the last time i posted i think i hav grown a lot as in grown in God cuz like i feel that He has been at work in my life even though i may not be able to see it now but as i look back from where i stand now i can testify that He has been really good to me and has always been there never once giving up on me even when i sin against him...well like what eugene said about the vision that God gave him during altar call on sat about a boy who Jesus asked to hold on and carry a cross until he returned, this boy held on to the toughest storms and winds but eventually gave up and let go of that cross, oneday Jesus returned and he saw the boy not carrying the cross but he picked him up and asked him to carry the cross for him again...this really hit me as eugene said it i mean like it really is talking about me and how i have time and again let Jesus down in carrying my cross but he still does not give up on me and continues to encourage and spur me on to his will in my life...i had a vision once that He gave me it was abt me being a worship leader and leading the people and chlidren in praise onto God and now im just like asking God is this really what you want for me to do in my life? so thats why i joined worship min....oh ya btw worship min has been so great all the jams and so much stuff that i have learned and i juz cant wait for the next jam!!! its like when i jam i can feel Gods pressence and power so greatly and i mean nothing can explain that feeling He juz comes and its juz awesome!! well i hope to be serving Him soon...anyway now i can say that im nt the same anymore after i asked Jesus to come into my life and i am thankful for that!! now i gotta study and make the best out of the time i have until O's which is about one year from now and pray that God will juz be there leading and guiding me along the way and helping me to keep my eyes on Him and his purpose for me in my life! don worry i will post again soon until next time God Bless!
Monday, August 06, 2007
wah i 2 months never post sia haha...well ive been pretty busy with school work and training and many things lah....i think that time passes very fast nowadays and it gets harder to catch up with all the school work and extra lessons tests and all that stuff next thing you know its 2 more months to exams haiz....well i think its not so bad overall but i feel that now its harder to find time to relax and stuff its a good thing i got my guitar haha.....anyway last week i went for FOP and it was POWER!! thats the only word i can use man haha sorry justin. anyway it was just awesome the presence of God was so power lah through out the worship and the sermon was good. Delirious was awesome lah the guitarist was really good and they were great, don moen was equally awesome!!
i think that the part where the whole stadium of people was jumping together as one... i thought that was really cool!! anyway i really experienced God's presence in a new way that day and i feel that it was just so awesome that we can worship God so powerfully in such simple ways! well now that i am in the worship ministry in IGNYTE i got to be like closer to God and i must have a strong relationship with him through daily TawG and when i practice the guitar.. i mean now i have a place where i can serve God with what He has given to me and that is the reason i joined worship min in the first place and that was to impact my generation and let God shine through me when i worship and when i play the guitar...but now i got to be careful because i may become complacent and not practice guitar and become proud and stuff which is not what God wants so i must constantly align myself to God's will and always be humble. ive only been for 2 weeks of jam and i feel that God has started a great transformation in my life...even though its not really serving but when i play i can really understand what being in worship min is all about and that is to catch God's heartbeat so that i can let God shine through me and people and Christians alike will see God in His Awesomeness and Glory....i mean is so cool lah during the jams i can actually feel God's presence and He leads me when i play its like as though God is playing the Guitar and im just woshiping i know is something weird but that is what i felt during the jam it was so fun at the same time.
the other day i was just going through my old journal and i realised how much i have grown as a Christian and i was really surprised at that and i really think God is really a God of the impossible Amen to that !! haha anyway ill post soon got lots of studies to do sia but i know that everything is possible through Christ who strengthens me!!
Saturday, June 23, 2007
i think that this june holidays has passed much faster than usual and i feel that its to short and i want more!! hahaha....i think most of u also want an extention.....anyways the holidays have been packed for me with the Swimming nationals coming up coach put in 1 more day of training so we can be ready in time for july so most of my week is taken up by swimming....but i make time to go out n relax as well....like play pool n watch movies wth chet n eugene and the rest of the gang yea so i think this holiday was short but yet productive in a sense.....i went for SP class everyone say yay! lol....anyway SP class thought me alot on many different aspects of being a spiritual parent ....like the SP commitment and the spiritual parenting plan and all that....i feel that i learned more and had a different view on why we bring people to come to church n get them to know Jesus when we went to junction 8 and did some SALTING there.....
at first pastor derrick told us to look at the crowd of people before us n that it was the harvest field and it was plenty but we the workers were few.....at first many of us were reluctant to go and approach any one but keith the smallest of us took the first step and went up to some one and that to me was like WOW......i was partnered with Adriel and we were both having a hard time trying to find the right person to talk to....until pastor derrick asked me to talk to this group of JC students about 8 of them!! so i mustered up my courage and approached...they were surprised to see me n i tried to start a conversation with them but was rejected in the end T-T....but the subsequent people that me and adriel talked to were much more open and i thanked God for that Amen!.....but both of us did not manage to get to the part where we need to draw the bridge digram but it was ok....i was encouraged when Bro Andy told me that rejection is normal but have u thought of by u going up to them and that u talked about God that there would be a seed planted in their hearts.....and that God can water this seed and make it grow in Him.....at that point i was like u are right i did what i could do and i know i can leave the rest up to God....so to cut a long story short i learn and experienced alot during that period of 3 days which i think was amazing!......
during that week on a Saturday morning the IGNYTE Titains went to sentosa fort siloso beach to Samba!!! hahaha......in other words on sat morning eugene, chetwin, abel, derrek and me went to sentosa to play some beach soccer for fun lah hahaha.......the weather was great and we had alot of fun although we lost every match LOL!!!!! but all our matches we all come back matches as in we were usually 1 or 2 down but we would come back but in the end the team would manage to score and we would lose LOL!!! but in the end we went there to have fun n experience Beach Soccer haha.....the following week i went for a challet with my ex class 2B2 classmates as we always do every holiday...but this time it was longer like 4 days arh....super fun sia....4 days no parents no nothing just pure freedom and good company of frens that is just great LOL!!! did alot of stuff...played alot ate alot and endless fun...and we broke our last man tou record...on the last night we would go to the restaurant and have a big feast....and we normally order chilli crab which normally goes with man tou's....the last challet we ordered like 30 man tou's this challet we ordered and finished like 70+ mantou's crazy right! hahahaha......
in that same week was the planetshakers concert which i think everyone was looking foward to since we got news of it the previous month...the starting worship was awesome but later on after the Newcreation chuch pastor gave the sermon there was no ENCORE!!!!! T-T that was the most sad part T-T but it was alright over all.......
i think in this holiday was the best so far ever!!!...but it was very short for me T-T nvm its alright its juz back to the books and the normal school life and pick up where we left off....so lets go and make the best out of it with God on our side! :)
Monday, March 26, 2007
God has been good to me for the pass month....many things have happened the hardest especially was to shift back to hougang and revert back to waking up at 5am in the morning to get to school but somehow my dad now sends me together with my younger sister who is in the morning session she is primary 3 this year haha ya so i get a ride every morning....i think its a blessing in disguise i can sleep a bit longer haha..... Labels: From The Inside Out
well just last sat was SPOT ON! it was really fun even though i was in a group with just kinnon gideon and quite a few sec 1s and me...we still managed to enjoy ourselves haha if they read this they will know what i mean haha.......i think the most fun station was the captians ball cause we owned !!! jean's team haha.......although we diddnt win i was glad that eugenes group and sams group and other groups with ppl that i know won and i was happy for them i think that is the most important.......after the prize giving we went to macs and ate upstairs and later had a bit of ice cream bcause of eugenes group prize haha....after that eugene left with kinnon for a walk and we stayed behind.....the rest if the gang did crazy stuff haha those who where the would kow wad i mean haha.....
today at chapel because it was REW week our chapel was extended to 1 hour yay can pon ccl's physics class haha just kidding anyway.....God was speaking to me as the topic of the chapel was spoken by a guest speaker and old acs boy......the topic was on how God has chosen us one by one to be kings in His kingdom and our duties as kings being ruled by one king Jesus, and the royal priest hood, God's generation and a holy nation.....God spoke to me about how have i impacted my class mates and the people around me in my school.....my class is not a suitable envrioment for learning as half the time my class is making noise and my teacher cant teach so some of my class mates and me try our best to listen extra hard to the teachers lesson.....i have not done much except asking kingsley one of my class mates to come for Y=MX+C event at church but his parents did not allow him to so now i pray for him and some of my other friends who are non-believers and pray that they will come to know Him.....
God also reminded me that i do not have much time left and that i have to convert my whole family who are non-christians except for me.....im aiming for my younger sis first then together with me we will go and convert my youngest sis and my parents too....this is my ultimate goal to see my whole family at Trinity Christain Centre woshiping the Lord in his greatness and glory......well today was a wake up call for me from God to keep impacting people as i struggle through school life and studies.....i hope to be joining the CF with eugene and we will go out and impact people in our school even if its just the few people and us we still have God with us and nothing can come in our way or stop us from that....i believe that this will come to pass in His own time and our school will be a God fearing school and a school of christian educated man Barker owns!! haha we won todays c div match against SJI in tennis haha......ill be posting soon
Sunday, February 04, 2007
one month has just passed like that without notice....so far sec 3 has been tough....homework piles like drinking water and the teachers teach at such a fast pace i find it hard to catch up....i feel this year is not going to be any easier than it arleady is...no more time to slack like sec 1 and 2....the Lord has been good to me that i can say i am very thankful that im not taking A maths like the rest of the guys i cant even cope with E maths properly....haiz have to put more of my faith with Him and trust that He will pull me through.....well work hard every one and dont be discouraged but press on....dont give up!! God bless